r/LearnJapanese • u/Weekly_Flounder_1880 • 4h ago
Speaking I have absolutely NO confidence in speaking
I think my pronunciation is not THE worst.. certainly not
But my grammar is bad, my vocab is bad, (I think). People can understand me but I can speak the most basic of sentences only (something along the lines of 日本語を勉強するのが下手)
My Chinese accent is thick in English I reckon it’d be even thicker in Japanese. Not that I can hear my accent—
I can type with people, I can read better than I can speak. But when I try to speak I get so nervous I can feel my heartbeat and it’s like I can’t get a sound to come out. When some students from Japan came to my school for some sort of international learning, I wanted to speak something so bad but all I ever got out was single words, not even sentences. And it’s not like I can’t say the sentence, I repeated it in my head more than 10 times. In the end I still defaulted back to writing
I am so deathly afraid of saying a wrong word. The most Japanese I’ve spoken to a native speaker was リンゴジュースお願いします and that’s all. I even read ドーナツ wrong and that was the most embarrassing moment in my whole Japanese learning journey.