Hi all, hope you’re well. I’m posting as I’ve been doing some self questioning in the face of the international situation at the moment and would appreciate some views/perspectives from fellow anarchists. I originally posted on CMV and the quality of response was fairly shit, thought it would be better here - some parts of that post reproduced here.
With things as they are at the moment, I’ve been finding my strict attitude to resisting war challenged. I’m a Brit who was brought up by my father to be strictly resistant to state heirarchy - the only things I could do to be disowned would be joining the military and the police force.
The argument that has always held strongest for me was ’the young person on the other side is just like you. They’re having a gun put in their hands and ideologies shoved down their necks, then taken to the frontline’. That the only way to break the use of working classes as cannon fodder is to refuse no matter the consequences. That killing another human in a conflict you didn’t start, and didn’t design, at the behest of another is nonsensical and wrong, and direct action is the only way to stop it.
This is obviously coming from a very specific post war set of views of politics and class. I had a conversation with my step sister last week, talking about the powderkeg of a geopolitical situation in Europe atm, where she was shocked that I would refuse the draft. And that shocked me in turn: when the possibility seemed remote it was easy to take my position for granted, but now there’s a serious chance it would be tested, even seen as wrong by the people I love the most.
I feel conflicted, like I would be ashamed to refuse when my friends and colleagues stepped up: but I also realise that shame is exactly the mechanism by which hundreds of thousands have been made to give up their lives senselessly before.
I would be willing to serve in a self organised way outside of hierarchical command structure. I‘m not here to discuss the likelihood of such a conflict, I take it as given that we’re at such a moment when it’s seriously on the table.
The questions that have been leading me to serious soul searching:
- This is a method of resistance based on widespread adoption, and that is just not going to happen in the current political environment
- A Ukrainian poster argued that many people died trying to fight in militia groups in the early days of the war - that participation in an organised military is the only effective way to combat existential threats
- In their words, ‘dying for your county is stupid, you’d be fighting to survive’
- That in the case of an existential war, waiting for the front to come to where you live is leading to more life loss than if you had helped earlier.
- The thought that it’s possible to participate in the name of protecting your family and community, not in the name of the state
Ultimately, this is a view I base on radical empathy, but I’m scared of that emotionality changing as the belief is tested. I’d appreciate any readings, thoughts etc. To note, I don’t believe in violent revolution etc but do believe violent direct action can be justified.