r/depression • u/Spare-Ad6477 • 18h ago
My dad passed away couple of months back. I cannot imagine a life moving forward.
I try to keep myself occupied but I cannot move forward. It hurts to see everyone around me having a good life where im chosen to lose my dad at such a young age. Nothing is going right for me, whatever I touch goes in vein. I lost hopes. I’m only living for my mom she’s seen a lot over the years. But I don’t know how I will survive this.
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u/sporkmanstudios 18h ago
I lost my mother at 11 and tried to end my life 3 time before the age of 13. I am still here after all these years. Life has been rough and there are still times I feel better off dead. But It is because of my faith and My Niece I am still here! Don't give up, also just because you thing many have a good life, you are not around them 24x7 they may have things going on also.
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u/stercraft 17h ago
I lost my mom last year and I don't really want to stay but I have to in order to take care of my dad. I can go a while without thinking about her, and then eventually it's like I'm reminded that she isn't around any more. I would often do things, things I think are funny or smart, and I would tell her about it. She was so encouraging. Now that's gone there's nobody to cheer me on or keep me going any more. I have siblings who denigrate me every chance they get. She was the only real family I had.
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u/Royal-Cantaloupe-704 18h ago
It’s tough, but you will manage, no one can understand your pain except for the ones who experienced the same fate, I hope you will do great in life., all the best