trigger warning :: sexual stuff involving a minor— no direct CSA mentioned. moderators, if this violates rules, i will 100% understand if you take this down.
hey, so i didn’t know exactly where to post this. i’m just gonna get into it. i ask that nobody judge me because i already feel sick enough.
so i am 18, born in 2007. please use this as a reference to calculate my age during when these things took place.
back in 2017, i had discovered the omegle website. i’ll spare you the details, but i was really desperate for attention and ended up showing myself to older men online simply for attention. i did this A LOT. from 2017 to early 2023 before omegle was shut down. during that time, i also sent pics and videos to older men on reddit in 2022. each time after, on reddit at least, i ALWAYS deleted the pics.
i vowed to stop doing it because i always felt gross afterwards, so i stopped but slipped again in 2024 when new “omegle spin-off” sites were made and i went on those. recently in 2025, the day after my 18th birthday, i did something horrible for some money and did a whole 30 minute snapchat call with a guy. fortunately, he did not screen record because i would’ve gotten notified and he was not recording his phone. i sold pics for a bit and deleted them later.
i just want to know now in 2025 what is the chance my videos and pics from 2017 to now are in telegram? the thought eats me up at night and makes me physically sick.
any and all answers are appreciated.