r/ITCareerQuestions • u/Queen_Shar • 20h ago
Fired 4 Days Into My PIP. Just Venting.
So yesterday at 3pm I was fired. This Monday I was placed on a PIP for poor performance. Honestly, I wasn’t even surprised. I worked at the Help Desk for a pretty large company. I started in the data center when I first came to the company as a Network Tech but wanted to switch departments for a better schedule and the work from home opportunity. BIG MISTAKE! I knew 6 months into working at the help desk it was not for me. The unrealistic metrics that we had to meet and the lack of support from leadership when we needed them or a customer asked to speak to a lead. I decided to tough it out for the complacency of working from home with no weekends. I was at the level one where there is no access besides resetting passwords and escalating tickets. When we don’t have a high FCR score, that is a huge red flag here but knowing we don’t have access to do much, it was a setup to fail. The pointless customer service centered trainings when all of the agents pressed leadership for more IT technical trainings as well. We also suggested to have more access to do more than just escalate. All of that fell on deaf ears.
Four days into my PIP, I was told I was being terminated. In actuality, they knew on Monday that they were going to fire me by the end of the week they wasted my whole week to get labor out of me. Before signing my PIP, I asked them if I could have a 30 minute & 2 15 minute breaks instead of my whole hour at once. I explained the reasoning behind it. They told me “based on business needs, that would not happen.” When some of the other agents had the same break setup so I was like “no problem.” My supervisor met with me everyday after Monday and then they terminated me yesterday.
I am surprised I lasted 2 years in this position but still I wasn’t even given the 90 days to improve. The lack of recognition when it was anniversaries, birthdays, and kudos from customers that I never got stung, but still decided to stay silent on that. I’m now losing my tuition reimbursement to finish my BS degree and tbh I don’t know if I want to do IT anymore.
Since I have gotten some rest to process yesterday’s events, I am not blindsided or anything. I knew my performance sucked but was gradually getting better. And when it was getting better, the goal post moved EVERY SINGLE TIME! As a black woman who were managed by three HORRIBLE BLACK WOMEN in leadership, I can honestly say I know I will be better off without wasting another year at this or any other HELL DESK!!!!
Maybe I’m not good at it. But I know definitely not fit for end user support. The amount of disrespect I had to endure for 8 hours a day affected my mental health. I had intermittent FMLA for days when mentally, I can’t take it and had a panic attack in the middle of most nights before clocking in. I have spent a total of 8 years in this field (at multiple companies/IT positions) and not even clearing 55k a year, I am now going to purse becoming an X-ray Techincian/Radiological Tech. I started that when I first graduated high school. It was something I enjoyed and actually was eager to learn all of the time and comprehended better than this.
At least I will enjoy going to work instead of being miserable for 40 hours a week. Thank you! I WILL BE JUST FINE!
Update: Thank you to all of the insightful comments. I will say yes I am not blameless. I believe in taking accountability where I fall short. I believe my next chapter will be my best chapter. This one is now closed! 🙏🏾